Well, I've changed my mind and I've forgiven him.
I hope that was the last time ever he had done to me.
He apologized and regretted.
But i don't think he sincerely wants to be with me.
He told me that alot of times, but honestly, i treated it as words are only words.
He has yet to prove it to me and I don't think i should take his words.
He took me for granted and made me thinks that my love are never enough for him.
I am not sure whose fault it was.
But i am sure, no matter bad he is, i still love him.
I want nothing much more to be with him :)


AFter that day, i don't seems to have lost my trust for him.
I treated it like nothing and maybe, i was pretending that things never happened at all.
I didn't text-ed him nor call him because i needed time to cool down.
I was sure he realised that.
He tried so hard to msg me for every 30 mins. Asking me what i was doing and stuffs.
And that was so not him.
I was surprised but i knew that he was trying so hard to make it up to me.
Should i still believe that he loves me..?
I was disappointed and confused.
He did not have specific reasons for doing this. It was just his stupid mistakes.
I didn't care about that. All i ever wanted was explanations.
But he gave me simple explanations such as, "She was just a stranger."
And i was like, "oh okays. She gave me her explanations but ur explanations was as easy as ABC."
For goodness's sake, she is just 16.
I don't know how close u are with her, and i dont know since when u have a close galfriend throughout this 4 years with me.


I told you so many times, that i don't care if u want to flirt or whatever.
But u have to take care of urself. I mean, u should know how to hide things or maybe, u should do things so that i'll never find out.
We promised each other not to do anything with ur personal stuffs right? We belong to reality not cyber.
And u should have think about my feelings.
I really hope u really meant what u said to me.
Let's not talk about it. Honestly, i am not sad. I felt quite disappointed in him.
Although i knew that he's sincerely wants to be with me, but still, certain things has it limits right?
Now that i've forgiven him, i don't see why should i still think about it.
Ok. Whatever. Just stick to reality ok.


Yesterday, Bf and i went to Bugis to shop. I bought two tops which were very simple and cheap!
Haaa.. Oh yes, Bf also bought his top. And after we shopped, went to Bf's house and chilled.
It has been a very long time since i last met his mum.
So we went off at 8.30pm and he sent me home.
And yeah, my bro's hamster gave birth to 6 lovely babies.
Just kidding, how am i suppose to know they are lovely. I could only see their very pinkish or reddish body
with black small circles which are their eyes.
Oh my god. SO cute. Heee..
I've become a auntie already. :)
Congrats to myself and to my parent for becoming grandparents too.


Ok guess what? When i was half-way updating my blog, i saw a black thing crawling infront of me.
My brother and I turned to look, and it was a cockcroach. Oh my god.
We were like, "arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!" and we ran out of the room and jumped to my mum's bed.
See how far we ran? Haaa... My mum was like, " Eh korg nie dah knape!!??"
Kiter pon ape lagik, " MAkkkk!! Tolng....!! LIPAS BESAR!!"
Hahaha..


OK. Dah habes. :)