Life hasn't been good. I mean, seriously. I was hoping for the best but hell, everything was fucked up.
I don't know how to explain the whole thing that happened but if u know it, u will feel the same as me. At first, i thought it was alright but it didn't. I was upset but somehow, i can't do anything. Enough said.


I am glad that my laptop is back to normal. Thanks to myself though. Teehee. But heck, my internet connection was corrupted. Bleargh! Bf came down to my house and i thought that i could ask for his help to download those virus software for my laptop. I don't know what's wrong with my lappy, it kept shutting down whenever i tried to download something.

Durgh! Whatever. How i wish i can do something about it.

So, Bf went off at 11pm because i heard thunder. Told him to rush so that it won't rain when he was otw home. And guess what? He told me that he is going to his friend's house. What the hell. I was speechless but i still have to say "yes".


And yes, finally i decided to start on my religious stuffs. Since i won't be working anymore, i have to make use of my time now. Just don't ask me why i'm not working anymore alright. Please. Back to my story again. "Seksa kubormu takan berat kalau ibadahmu itu cukup"
I am not perfect. I've done alot of mistakes and sins in my life. I can't run away from it. I have to repent before i go. And i don't know when i'll be going to leave this world.

Having losing 3 people in just a month made me realised how short life is. I want to make use of my life in a good way even though i can't run away from doing mistakes. I want to do more good deeds. God, Please guide me to the correct path. Amin.


Sometimes, i just couldn't stop thinking about my late grandfather as well as Traz. It saddens me whenever i think about them.


I had a bad dream too this morning.......................................................