I'm listening to Izinkan ku pergi by Kaer.


Somehow, this song reminds me alot of things. Things that happened few years ago or maybe just recently.
Of course i won't want to think of the past because it's not worth thinking about it. Things that happened recently was just so heart-breaking.
Loved ones leaving one by one. Everyone still has to go one day.
Let's not talk about unhappy things. I should have pray for them instead of crying for them. I'm only making things hard for them. I guess..
That was what people told me.


Let's move on.


I'm missing Bf so much. Though i get to meet and talk on the phone with him for almost everyday, still it is not enough.
I want more because I'm greedy. I'm craving for Bf every minute, second and day. Don't be surprise Bf.
I sounds very cheeky to you right? :)
Well, honestly, i can't wait for this saturday. I'm so looking forward to meet you even if it's for awhile baby.
I will definitely give u my endless kisses and hugges. U love it right? I know. I tend to get mushy whenever i miss my Bf.
Having goosebumps? Please don't. Heeee.


I have a good news to share with you guys ok.
I've quitted smoking due to difficulty of breathing. I won't say it's an asthma because i'm still unsure whether it's an asthma or not.
Hell, It was not easy for the first timer. I usually smoke 9 sticks per day but ever since the day when i really cannot breathe, i stopped for two or three days.
Then, i continue smoking on the following day but to my surprise, i smoke 1 stick per day.
And now, I'm not a smoker. But a passive smoker. I can't help it because people around me are smokers.


And please don't be like me. Don't quit just because u discover that u got health problems. Quit because u scared of getting health problems ok?
Quitting is hard, not quitting is harder. Cheh. Mcm Betul jek aku nie. Heeeeee.


I can't wait to watch Incredible Tales. U know what ghost is that? The one who exchange money for woman's beauty? It is known as Kom-Kom.
I've heard alot of stories about Kom-kom is a woman. The truth is, kom-kom is actually a guy. Seriously. I never seen one but, i believe the one who told me though.
It is scary right? So, beware girls. Money is easy to find. But once the deal is made, there's no way for us to turn back. I sounds like the one who tells the story kan?
Hahahahaaaaaa!


Enough crap. Bf is going to party later. And, i'm going to sleep alone tonight. Poor me. :)