It has been such a long time since I last updated. I’m sorry for not updating because I’ve been too busy with different kind of activities. What kind of activities? I shall not say it. It’s privacy.
Let’s welcome me back here alright. I’ll definitely update as much as I could but no promise.


Recently my mum’s siblings come and sleepover at my house. They took turns to accompany my grandfather as he forced them too. I don’t know why my grandfather is so demanding. Sometimes, I find it very irritating because the noise he made, and his shouting and screaming can really kill the whole family in my house.


It sounds as if we are abusing him but the fact is that he’s the one who is abusing us. He demanded too much but at least we tried to understand that he’s an old man. But he did not understand us that we need to get up early and go work in the morning. In the middle of the night, he would shout as loud as he can so that we don’t have to sleep and accompany him.


I know it’s wrong to badmouthing him but try coming to my house and take a look. In less than 5 minutes, you guys will run away and won’t be coming again. Sometimes, I’d pitied him. His face can be really so sympathizing. We couldn’t help much as we don’t know what’s bothering him and what he wants. Sometimes, his behaviors can really make me be impolite to him.


Let’s not talk about it anyway. Bf will be fetching me after work and I’m so cannot wait to meet him. I miss him so much. I can’t remember when the last time I met him but I think it was just few days before. I guess. Come on. If u love someone, u would want to him/her for like everyday right? That goes the same to me. But wait a minute, meeting everyday can be such a bore right? I’m not saying that i'm getting bored of him. I just couldn’t get enough of him.


Things have changed after our 4 years together. We managed to work things out and I think the better way is to give in and endure with each other’s behaviors. And the most important thing is that we have to tolerate and have to control our anger. It can be really bad if we don’t have these things which I mention above. It is because simple and minor things can lead to an argument. Correct?


I’ve been there and done that. I’m still proud to say that even though we went through a lot of shits for the past years, we managed to go through it together and still stick to each other.
We really understand each other now. I managed not to think about negative things about him and not to accuse him anymore. Sometimes, it can be rather silly to think negative things about him without evidence.


We should find evidences then we can choose to confront or to ignore. It is still our choice.
Well, u have to face hard situations whenever u are in relationships. No point complaining because we are the one who takes the risk. So why bother right? Don’t be in relationship if u think u cannot stand the pain or don’t want to hurt. Everyone go through everything. So smile and don’t go uhuhuhu just because of someone who don’t worth your tears at all.


Maybe I should say, I’m one of the examples. I did cry, wanted to die and did things without thinking. Well,maybe u should take a closer look to my blog’s title.


“They say if love something, let it go. And if it comes back then that’s how u know.”


Well, I’m not boasting about my love life. If u want to share your problems or maybe u need some advices, I can be there to listen. I can be helpful at times. =)