Piercing eyebrow aint enough.

Woops!

This is a hot NEWS to me.
my bf is just TOO HOT for ** girls. Hahaha! Definitely.
** girls go GAGA over him. And i was thinking juz bcoz he looks HOT on those bikes? OR cum on, give me anotha reason for tat.
I'm PROUD to have a HOT bf. Some even try to break off my rship with him. Some has seen him and told me "ur bf is hot".
Maybe bcoz of dat y bf said "oh hi .. im single =)"
Hahaha. This is funny.

I don understand this kind of people. The one dat i've been confiding problems with.. The one who comforted me when i was down..
Cyber fren. Dey sucks! Dey pretending to be one of those HOT gerls in cyber. Get to noe every guys in cyber. Including my bf. And now,
she really had this bad intention of breaking us up. Wtf are u thinking bitch?
I was reading his fren's blog. The ones who actually followed him and his frens go mkn dat night. I dun noe dat dere was a few girls.

So, his fren drove a van and dey went supper at boonlay. And dere dey went to Kent rigde park. Dats when he dint even bother to msg or call me. But he did say dat he will cum back early to talk to me. Haha. So dat was when he broke his promise. *roll eyes*
So i kept msging him, " when are u cuming back.?" and he replied me .."soon dear.."
So i waited till 5 am.. and i called him saying i was tired and i wanna sleep. Bt den, he dun even care abt me. He spent his time more with his frens but not me. How wud u feel? Yes. I cried. did he noe? NO. When i was reading dat girl's blog. I came to know dat dey actually went to her house. Till 10.45 in the morning.

I dont care abt tat. Is it hard fer him to update me everything he do? I think yes. HE thinks dat i demand too much from him. Nemind. I just keep quiet.
U noe how does it feels to be in my place? I really cant stand it but people adviced me to wait. Be patience.
His frens told me dat he did said dat, "my gf is my first priority" So, i was like, "oh k.. maybe words are just words". Its true.

I dont want to quarell with him anymore. I dun want to accuse him anymore. I dun want him to think dat im pestering him when he's outside. I dun want to make a big fuss of little2 things. I dun want to listen to his fren's words saying dat he has anotha girl outside. I dun want to feel like dis. I dun want to cry anymore. I dun want to think abt this anymore. Help me, i dun want anything..!!!

We only met once in awhile and he told his fren before dat, he's tired to meet me everyday. Dat was wad he told me before. But i realised dat he meet his frens everyday. Which means, he wants to be with his frens only. So sad right?
I feel lonely everynight. While he's enjoying. I dun even complained. not even abit. But he didnt realised it. Haiz.

I prefer being alone at this moment.
Some times, he dun even realise dat we r drifting apart....

Next month, 4 years anniversary.....................................

p/s: i enjoyed the moment when we meet. and i really love him. All i nid is time. for him to understand wad i want.
Patience is wad u nid itah ...=(