Aww.. im feeling soo down.. Maybe its because im having aload of problems. I really want to settle my probs as soon as possible. I cant wait and stress myself because of this. I hate this. I cant sleep peacefully..

oh yea. I miss dearie too. Even tho i met him ytd, but still, i miss him. realli. hmm.. yea, i came across this song, hurt by christina aguilera. Ok, now i agree with ct dat this song is very sad. I never thought i wud like it. hehehe. So, ive been listening to this song repeatedly. I was shocked to read the lyrics cause some of it really got meaning to me.

" im sorry for blaming you.. for everything i just cudnt do.. and im hurt myself by hurting you.."

U noe. When i hurt him, i really dont think about his feelings. he always remain silent, even tho how harsh my words are.
But in the end, sorry seems to be the hardest werd.
Ok enuff about it..

I realli nid to find werk right now. I've been lazing at home fer 3 months. I think i better find a job. but im lazy.. Hmmm...
Anyone can recomend me job?. PLS!