Oh gosh. I've yet to sleep the whole day. Guess wat time is it now? 8.15am. I can't sleep. I dont know y.. Aloads of things kept running thrue my mind. And dats the reason y i can't get to sleep. Maybe, I shudn't think this way. I mean, y?? Y must i think of sumthing which isnt true..? And end up accusing and hurting sumone i treasure and love..? Hmm..

Yes. I hurt sumone dat i love before. No, not only before. Even now. today. Im just tired. Tired to think al this stupid stuffs. Im trying hard enough to close my eyes. Sleep peacefully. Has a nice day ahead. But i think i can't. My mind is getting wild. And when its getting wild, i tell u, im gonna hav a fcuking sad and bad dreams. Yea.

Its true. Sumtimes, I only believe in myself. Not even him.
Cause i dont wanna get hurt in the end.
I dont wanna be cheated in the end.
How can i stop having all this wild thinkings. I wanna stop all this before i go crazy..
Yes. Pls. =( i wanna cry badly. I wanna tell him, i love him. im sorry. everything.I want him to knoe. I really love him. It just dat. i don't show him ..

He's really sumone important to me. He is. After all those years, we've made it thrue. 3 years and still counting... i love him more den he love me... =(