Alas, u managed to msg me. After all thos msges, now u wanna reply me. So, u wanna me change?? But dear, u did it in a wrong way. Totally.

U've made me changed my mind. But niwaes, u still remembered. I can't believe dat my eyes is still swollen. I cried the whole day. Who noes? Even my family asked me. I hope u're reading this.

I thought it thrue. U chose the wrong way to make me change. U told me u love fer who i am. But nah, U made everything to a disaster. I think and think, y u suddenly missing. And i felt as if a knife was stabbed thrue my heart. I cried till my eyes swollen. At least, u still know how much i love you.

A r.ship dosent takes too much trouble to settle things out. U thought having ur way can make me change? No. U noe, how badly i cried when i sent u every msgs. Apologize.. begging u to reply me once. Everything. U noe, how angry i was.. when i received ur msg, saying, "dont, im not at home."

so, i've made up my mind. Ape nak jadi, Jadi lah. I wont bother about u anymore. Cause u hurt me fer the whole day. Yes. I dun wanna break up with you. cause i really love you. and im looking forward to spend my hari raya with u. But u, made it all wasted. Im too lost in you.
Sorry.

Ok well... Had a funny conversation with dini. Hehehe.. i asked her to call me and accompany her sad best fren cause i dint wanna cry myself to sleep. And now, i feel better. She taught me to actually enjoy myself. Hehehe.. Thanks fren. U brighten up my day. I supposed to meet her at 2am at her blok. And she wud pay fer my cabfare. But nah.. i dont have money to go dere.

So, ill be meeting up with her to play pool. Yuppie. I decided to be happy and ferget all those unwanted memories. I learnt my mistakes.. n I promised myself not to be in love again. I dont wanna put high hopes to sumone i love even tho we've been togther fer years.

Yea. Put the past behind me. Sadness. Cause tomoro im gonna enjoy with my bestfren. Heh. Thanks fer accompany tonite. Cause only u noe how i feel. Thanks dini.